Once we were dust.
Our souls, without infusion.
Sand made up the Pattern.
Time was the illusion.
Our lives, one breath.
Inspiration above.
We embraced in the sky.
Light's eternal Love.
Life is a pyre.
Desire, the flame.
Nothing lasts, not even nothing.
Nothing stays the same.
Dive into the Ocean deep.
Where hope is much much dimmer.
And there you'll find two grains of sand.
That, in the darkness, glimmer.
I dont like the word epiphany. I cant say that I ever have. The word seems cheap and clichéd to me, like a piece of finery thats supposed to look antique and aged with love, but upon closer inspection is shown to be made from stainless steel and purchased from a department store. It leaves a taste in my mouth as though Ive been sucking on a penny, if that analogy makes any sense. It always seemed to me that a sudden realization of great truth, be it truly profound, should not be cheapened by being labeled with any common noun, or labeled at all for that matter. It should simple be. However, due t
Mandala
Like some small part of a spiritual journey
the circular pattern elicits an earthly pulse.
It brings tears to my eyes.
Pointing North, South, East, West
showing me the way.
The journey is overwhelming
but the meditation helps.
The color of it reveals my emotions.
Blue, Purple, Cream calming me
on my way.
I am only just starting
this quest for emotions.
The effort creates me.
Full of Joy, Dread, Love
I am finding the way.
Howl
Ichigo's fingers carefully tangeled into her hair more deeply as he kissed her, her arms locked around his neck and she pulled him in closer to deepen the kiss, wen an annoying beeping sound interrupted them both, Ichigo growled in irritation, Rukia giggled at his impatience and answered the phone, "Ah, a menos, and it's close," suddenly her phone was out of her grasp and Ichigo was out of his body, "I'll take care of it Rukia," he stated, leaping out the window before she could get a chance to protest, "Idiot..." she growled in irritation, grabbing her Gikongan
Be careful of the curse that falls on young lovers
Ichigo took in ano
Sshhh and quieten your voice
Dont make a sound, and listen to the silence resound
This is Being Alive
When I feel and touch and bathe in pain
When I wait around and stare just to see you smile again
I want to breathe the air that you share, and join your hands with my own
Get closer to your face and know every angle and feature, I moan
And long for, crave for your presence
For the tell tale signs that tell me are hidden within your essence
And to get close, and closer, with my heart imploding in my chest
A thousand brilliant melodies and visuals that elude all the rest
With tremors enough to bring this world down to ash
My thighs were first.
Then my wrists.
And shoulders.
And fingers.
And feet.
Everything.
Ripped out at
the seams.
I ripped them out myself,
if only to avoid
giving others the pleasure.
I ripped them out hard,
if only to teach myself
a lesson:
I deserved it.
I ripped them out
and all the while
I sang to myself,
unable to cry
or scream
for fear
that
it would
make the
pain less real.
I joked about them.
I laughed about them.
I smiled about them,
calling myself
"the stupid emo kid"
and believing it was true.
It was true.
To me.
I deserved it.
I needed it.
I craved it.
I wanted it.
I breathed it.
I worshipped i
Aura: The Respark
I, the sheltered child who started to tragically fall from your grace
Into the void of this sudden loneliness
Realizing I followed every single one of your steps
But yet, I failed to hold onto those uplifting moments
Now I feel as if maybe I had forced you to make every one of those promises
That which you still kept
So I don't want to sound dishonest, but out of us, you are the strongest
You make sure to protect
To you, everyone, and everything is dearest
None lef
Slash my wrists
Slit my throat
Feeling the drain of blood
Feeling empty
Days long past passing before my eyes
Have no feeling now
I see nothing but black
No fire, no bright light
No nothing
Just Nothing
Nothing exists after death
Noting not you, and not me
Nothing
Than I awake
With the blade still in my hand
Untouched by my blood
I put it down and walked into the black abyss
Called life.
I cried tonight
But it was not like before
When someone to love me
Was all I implored
This time the tears fell
Because my wish has come true
My prayers have been answered
In the wonder that is you
I smiled tonight
But it was not like before
When it was just a physical response
Nothing more
This time I smile
Not from the mouth but the eyes
This lost little boy
Has finally come back to life
I wrote tonight
This poem, these words
About my best friend
my love, my girl
This time it seems
That indeed you feel the same
I prayed to God for your arrival
and soon after you came
Sometimes, when I'm alone,
I can still feel the ghost of your fingertips
Dancing across my skin,
Causing a shiver to form,
Like the first time that you touched me.
When I don't drown out my thoughts in music,
I can hear the echo of your laugh,
And my heart can't help but ache,
Because I know that an echo is
All that I will ever get to hear from now on.
You'll never laugh with me
The way that you used to in the summer.
If I'm not careful,
The your smiling face creeps into my mind,
As vividly as the first day that I met you.
At that time, I could just look upon you
And beam back,
But now, your visage only brings
Broken hopes a